Healthy Cheesecake and Evil itunes Messages from the Universe
I want healthy cheesecake, and isn't it theoretically possible that this could exist?
It's too late an hour to blog about this, and I'm physically and emotionally exhausted; I don't want to write, I want to crawl into bed and have the good cry I stupidly won't allow myself to have.
Have I mentioned how much I despise PMS?
And once again (this always happens to me) the lyrics that just played from the random mix on my itunes are oddly in synch with what I'm writing: "I'm so tired, but I can't sleep. Standing on the edge of something much too deep. It's funny how we feel so much but cannot say a word. Though we are screaming inside, we can't be heard." Okay universe, I won;t let my life pass me by nor will I weep for memories, just let me get some fucking sleep.
Great, now it's playing Paul Westerberg "Your heart sends a feeling. It don't ache but baby it's gonna swing from the ceiling, break like a pinata. Break like a whitecap. In the sand you shiver, with eyes like two hubcaps at the bottom of the river." I think it's time to turn this stupid machine off and go knit or something. Blogger should block me from writing at 4am, is there a way to set that up?
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Vixanne, I deleted the comments where the whole anonymity thing got compromised...but umm, it's actually pretty important to me that it remains anonymous, for a whole host of reasons (including the fact that I want to be able to talk about my trial and stuff). I'm not lecturing or upset or anything, but I just wanted to let you know that it is something really important, so please be careful. Thanks.
Ooops. Okay Synge. I will be more careful in the future.
Sorry.
And they were such witty posts too.
You actually have some Paul Westerberg...how cool is that? I really like his low-fi take on "Nowhere Man," which I often listen to when feeling as you described. Which happens pretty often. Just some random associations that I thought of while reading your post:
I'm So Tired, Beatles (White Album)
I'm Only Sleeping, Beatles (Revolver)
I do believe there's a pattern there.
ps...I'm sure you'd like to know that Dr. Dan says he too is more of a John fan, himself...
kristoise and her self involved whineypants boyfriends...ah yes, i remember those days. so who would you cast me as kristoise?
remember when we all gave eachother theme songs? (though i think i need a new one...mine was "she works hard for the money" because of my full time job cocktailing until 3am and going to school full time- not really fitting anymore)
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