Spring Cleaning in Fall
I am having a day of clarity amidst all the ups and downs of late. I'm not quite ready to write about it yet, but one good things that I wanted to share is that I have finally realized that I am worthy of nothing but the deepest and kindest and most passionate and trusting of love.
And I should settle for nothing less.
I am listening to Simon and Garfunkle's Bridge Over Troubled Water, the song I insisted we play at my brother's funeral and the song I associate deeply with him. It just happened upon my ipod, set to random, but at exactly the moment I needed it.
He'd better fucking have my back..that's all I got to say about that.
I think I'm spring cleaning my internal closets in fall...or maybe I'm getting ready to go into hibernation, I don't know yet.
I do know I'm okay and always will be.
And I should settle for nothing less.
I am listening to Simon and Garfunkle's Bridge Over Troubled Water, the song I insisted we play at my brother's funeral and the song I associate deeply with him. It just happened upon my ipod, set to random, but at exactly the moment I needed it.
He'd better fucking have my back..that's all I got to say about that.
I think I'm spring cleaning my internal closets in fall...or maybe I'm getting ready to go into hibernation, I don't know yet.
I do know I'm okay and always will be.
posted by Le Synge Bleu at 6:08 PM
4 Comments:
You are more than ok
{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
jon, why aren't you in ny?
Hey kiddo- I haven't been around in awhile, but do know that you are in my thoughts. And don't hibernate, for chrissakes!
swandad! i'm so glad you're still around; your tough love approach is still oft needed. i will come surprise you again one of these days at the bar.
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